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  "I can stay all day. I took the day off at the firm. They've been very decent."

  "That's great." As long as it didn't meant that Jeff and Jillian didn't trust him with the kids.

  "How about you look after the kids, then, while I get all the child proofing done, then we can look at what all else the kids might need. I picked up a few toys and a bunch of books for Robin, but if they need more clothes or anything, it should be easy enough to figure out."

  "Uh, sure. Except that I don't have kids and I have no idea. None."

  "Okay, I can check out what else they need." He tried not to laugh, but it looked like Jeff and his sister were both entirely not equipped for kids.

  She shrugged, winked. "We grew up in restaurants. Our families were bus boys and chefs and maitre'ds."

  "Well, I bet that means you know the pots and pans and wooden spoons drum kit very well." Invented toys were often a bigger hit than store-bought ones.

  "I do remember that, yes."

  Robin started hollering. "Jellybean!"

  "Coming, Robbie!" She grinned. "I'm going to beat Jeff's butt, for teaching them that old nickname."

  Donny laughed and shook his head. It was going to stick, too.

  He started getting to work on the child-proofing while Jillian occupied Robin. He started with Robin's room first, putting the covers on the outlets and checking to see if the chest of drawers was bolted to the wall. It wasn't, and he made a note of that; he'd bet there was more than one dresser or bookshelf that was going to need that treatment.

  Then he moved on to the kitchen, figuring it was probably the room with the most potential for tragedy.

  He had to admit that Jeff's house was stunning -- four bedrooms, three and a half baths. A swimming pool in the... Oh, God. There was a lot to do.

  He didn't even have the stuff they'd need for the backyard. He'd have to find out when Jeff would be able to take him to the hardware store. For now, keeping the back door locked and putting the round bobble on the knob so Robin couldn't open it would have to do. And he'd have to emphasize how the back door had to be kept locked, always.

  He spent a couple hours doing basics before Kimberley woke up.

  "I've got her," he called out to Jillian, heading for her room.

  The wee girl had a set of lungs, little face bright red. Lord, she was mad!

  "Hey, sweetie. I bet you're wet and hungry." He picked her up, putting her up against his shoulder and jiggling her. Her wail seemed to agree with him and her tiny fingers clenched tightly in his shirt.

  He put her on the changing table and would have made short work of her diaper, except that things weren't organized so it could all be reached while still keeping a hand on her belly to keep her from rolling off.

  He also discovered a distinct lack of anything but onesies in her drawers. They definitely needed to add clothes to the shopping list. Donny wondered when Jeff's next day off was.

  He managed to get her changed, then headed down to the kitchen to feed her. Robin was running in circles, hooting, holding his shirt in one hand.

  "What'cha doing?" he asked casually.

  "Bein' a Ind'an."

  "Oh, yeah?" He went into the kitchen, Robin trailing him. "You want to help me get Kimberley's bottle ready?"

  "Yes! I get powder!" The sweet boy grabbed a kitchen chair.

  "Awesome."

  He tousled Robin's hair. He was a good kid; they just had to make this transition as smooth as possible for him. In one way, Robin was lucky he was as young as he was -- it would have been way harder on him if he'd been a little older.

  They needed to get the boy a stepping stool -- something safer than the kitchen chair so he could help.

  "What should we make for supper tonight?" He would find out what kind of foods Robin liked, what he was used to eating. He would have to ask Jeff if the man wanted him to pick up the groceries or if it was something Jeff would do on his weekends.

  "Peanut butter." Robin grabbed the formula jar in his little hands.

  "Oh, I like peanut butter sandwiches. You like them with honey and bananas?"

  "Nanas! Nanas! I no like honey."

  "Ba-na-nas." He said the word slowly for Robin.

  "I love honey." Jillian came in, hands open for Kimberley, who immediately started screaming. Jillian's hands dropped, but she didn't look particularly upset at the rebuff.

  "Someone's being fussy." He jiggled her, pulling out a bottle and giving it to Robin. "Two scoops, please."

  There was a little spillage -- okay, a lot -- but the look of pride on Robin's face was worth it.

  "Great job!" He filled the bottle with water and got on the cap, which let him shake it one-handed.

  Robin jumped off the chair and started running again, cheering. It would be great to be able to package that kind of energy. Smiling, he popped the bottle into Kimberley's mouth.

  Jillian looked at him, eyes rolling. "He's very... energetic."

  "He's three. It's kind of a prerequisite." At that age it was mostly go, go, go, then bam, tired, asleep.

  "Yeah? I don't remember Jeff at three. We're only thirteen months apart."

  "Not surprising then, as you were only four. It's a good thing he has that energy. I'd be more worried about him if he was quiet and still all the time."

  "Yeah. I." Her words trailed off as Robin bumped into the table and started to cry.

  "Oops, did you bump your head?" The bigger of a deal you made, the bigger they made, so he kept calm. "Let me see."

  "Mommy kiss it!"

  Jillian groaned.

  "Could I kiss it better? I've got really good make it better kisses." It broke his heart; kids shouldn't lose their mom like that.

  Robin burst into tears, threw himself on the floor. "No!"

  "God, I'm sorry." Jillian looked horrified. "Should I call Jeff?"

  "Nope." He knew how to deal with this. Besides, if they called Jeff every time there was a little bump in the road, the man would never get any work done.

  Donny crouched next to Robin. "I'm not going to talk about this when you're behaving like that. When you're ready to stop, you come see me." He stood, bouncing Kimberley to keep her at the bottle.

  Jillian stared at him, eyes comically wide.

  "If you give into the temper, that's what he'll fall back on." Once Robin knew he was going to be consistent about this, that a temper tantrum was not going to get the boy what he wanted, Robin would stop using that. It didn't mean it was easy to listen to Robin pitch his fit, but he knew it would be better in the long run.

  "This is just... I can't deal with this noise. How can you?"

  "They're kids, so they're going to be noisy." He gave her a wry smile. "You don't have to stay; I've got it under control."

  "You sure? Because..." She looked panicked.

  He patted her arm with his free hand. "I'm sure. Go on. We'll be fine." If she was going to freak out, the kids were going to pick up on it and follow her lead and it would take that much longer for things to settle.

  "Okay. Tell Jeff I said hey." She disappeared like a puff of smoke, leaving him alone with the kids.

  Okay. Okay, so now he could do his job without feeling like someone was looking over his shoulder; that was a good thing, right?

  Kimberley started sucking on air and he tugged out the bottle, putting her over his shoulder to burp her.

  Come on, Robin, he thought, let it go and come get your make it better kiss.

  It did happen, after about five more minutes, the little boy running to him, clinging to his leg. "Want Daddy."

  "I know, Robin. He'll be home late tonight and you can see him in the morning, okay?" This poor kid needed some stability, a schedule. And the same people in his life on a daily basis.

  Kimberley was half asleep, so he put her in her little bouncy seat he'd bought and put in the middle of the kitchen table and sat, pulling Robin up into his lap.

  "Your daddy has to go to work, but I'm going to be staying here with you
now to help out, okay? We'll be able to do all sorts of things together."

  Robin sniffled softly, held him.

  "My name's Donny. Did you know that?" He knew he'd told Robin that a couple of times yesterday, but that didn't mean Robin remembered.

  Robin shook his head.

  "Well, it is. And I'm staying here. I have a room upstairs next to yours."

  He rubbed Robin's head, surreptitiously confirming that there was only a little bump -- the skin hadn't been broken by the collision with the table.

  "Momma coming too?"

  "No sweetie. I'm sorry, but your momma had to go and she isn't coming back. She loves you very much, though, and she gave you to Daddy Jeff to take care of for her." There was no way for this little boy to understand this. No way at all. It was going to come up again, and he was just going to have to be calm and help Robin through it.

  "Doctors take care for Momma."

  "They tried. And now she's in Heaven and God is taking care of her." He hugged Robin close.

  "No." Robin fought him for a second, then grabbed him and cried. Before Donny could worry, the boy was asleep. Boom.

  Jesus, these kids needed structure.

  That's exactly what he'd give them. He'd talk to Jeff tomorrow and find out exactly when the man would be home, so he could include that in a schedule.

  It looked like he had a plan.

  Chapter Four

  The baby started crying at six a.m., and Jeff stumbled out of bed, desperate to get her before Robin woke up. Every bone in his body was sore, his eyes crusted and watery. So tired.

  He was so tired.

  He scooped her up. "Hush. Hush, please." He grabbed her bottle, a diaper, and stumbled back toward his room.

  Donny met him in the hall. "Hey, you got her."

  "Huh?" He blinked, swayed, so fucking sleepy.

  Donny took Kimberley from him. "I got to bed at ten last night. Why don't you go back to sleep, okay?"

  "You sure?" His head was throbbing, the world spinning a little.

  "Come on, back to bed with you." Donny gave him a little push.

  He stumbled forward, heading into his bedroom, collapsing forward on his bed.

  The next thing he knew when his eyes opened, the sun was up. The sun was up and he felt human.

  He heard giggling from the direction of the kitchen.

  He grabbed the clock. Ten a.m. Thank God. Okay. He had on shorts and a t-shirt, so he headed down the stairs, hunting coffee.

  The pot was full in the kitchen, Robin and Donny at the sink, doing dishes, his son on a footstool he'd never seen before.

  "Morning." He grabbed a mug, kissed Robin's head. "Is Kimberley in her car seat?"

  "Nope. She's got a swing now, gets her up off the ground and gives her some motion." Donny gave him a grin. "Sleep well?"

  "God, yes. Yes. Thank you." He smiled back. "Robbie! Come hug me! I missed you yesterday!" He knelt down, held his arms open, beamed when his son leapt at him.

  He felt Donny's eyes on him and looked up to see the man smiling at them. He blushed, grinned. Just because he hadn't expected them didn't mean he didn't love them. He'd been their godfather.

  "You hungry? We could make you some breakfast."

  "Coffee first. Thank you. What did you have for breakfast, Robin?"

  "Me 'n Donny made pancakes!"

  "No way... You? Wow. And I missed it?" He clasped his hands over his heart.

  "Saved you some!"

  "Oh, what a lover." He lifted Robin up, kissed his son on the nose. "Where did you hide them?"

  "Fridgelator!"

  Donny chuckled from where he was putting away the last of the dishes. "On a plate, ready to microwave."

  "Thanks. How's your morning been?"

  "Good. We're starting to carve out a routine, which'll make life easier on everyone." Donny went to check on Kimberley, smiling and goofing at her as she swung slowly back and forth.

  "Good." He'd been trying, hard, to do this right, but he wasn't a pro, by any means.

  "What days are your weekends again?"

  "Sundays and Mondays." He winked at Donny. "Same as yours."

  That had Donny laughing, nodding. "Unless I've got plans, I'd like to stick around on the weekends if you don't mind. Robin really needs the structure right now."

  "I... Are you sure? I don't want to burn you out."

  "It's not like I'm working much past eight o'clock when Robin goes to bed. And I'll say something when I need a break. I just think for the next little while, it'll be better for him if things are stable."

  He nodded. "I'll pay you extra for your time."

  Donny's mouth twisted. "That's not why I'm doing it," he said softly.

  He sighed. Great. Pissed the man off on his second day. "I'm just trying to be fair."

  "I know, and I appreciate it, but it's important for me that you know I'm not sitting here trying to figure out ways to get more money out of you." Donny gave him a wry smile now. "You should see the list of things I've made for you to buy..."

  Jeff let one eyebrow raise. "You have lists?"

  "I do." Donny went to the fridge and took a piece of paper off it, handed it over. "Clothes, toys, kids' furniture."

  "Wow." Okay. Okay, cool. He'd been needing something like this. "Thank God. Yes. Okay." He was so in the weeds with the basics, with just the normal stuff.

  "Cool. That's a better reaction than I was expecting actually. It's going to cost a small fortune."

  "There's..." Robin called his name and he scooped the boy up, hugged him tight. "...lots of insurance. Lots. That's not an issue. Beth was fucking prepared."

  "BAD WORD!"

  His eye ticked. "Yes, Robin."

  "Maybe we should have a bad word jar." Donny gave him a grin. "And whenever it gets full, you can choose something fun to do with the money."

  "Buy beer?" He winked. "Did you want to walk down to the park with me before I have to start thinking about work, Robin?"

  "Daddy Jeff! I get shoes!"

  Robin stomped off and Jeff grabbed another cup of coffee. "He loves the park."

  Donny nodded and grinned. "Yeah, I noticed that. You want company or to keep it just the two of you?"

  "You're welcome to come. You need to know where it is. I got one of those stroller deals."

  "Did you get a harness for Kimberley? It's better for carting the baby around. Especially if there's more than one adult on the outing." Donny went over to Kimberley and turned off the swing, picking her up out of it.

  "A what?"

  Kimberley's little legs were kicking furiously.

  "Look at you go, girl." Donny held her back against his chest, hand across her belly so she could move. "One of those harness things that you wear so the baby can hang off you. Hands free, comfortable."

  "I got one of those fold up things. With wheels."

  He nodded. "For Robin. What did you get for Kimberley?"

  "I just put her in and put that cushy thing on her sides to hold her up."

  Donny shook his head. "She needs a proper baby carriage."

  "Okay." God, Beth, why did you leave?

  "There's a lot of shit to think about, but I'm here to help now. Come on, before Robin starts worrying that we're not going."

  "Right. Let me grab some clothes." He nodded to Donny, then headed upstairs. Park. Food. Then service tonight. Lord.

  He heard Donny downstairs as the man talked to his kids, chatting away to Robin and Kimberley both.

  He could do this. He was going to figure this out. For those two sweet babies.

  Chapter Five

  Donny got up Sunday morning at his usual time and showered, dressed before going to check on Kimberley.

  The baby's bed was empty. Empty. Shit. There was no way she could have climbed out. She was still too little.

  He took the stairs two at a time but all was quiet. Kitchen, quiet. Living room, quiet. Den, quiet. Shit. He high-tailed it back upstairs and checked Robin's room. The bed in th
ere was empty, too.

  Fuck.

  A quick check of the bathroom confirmed that the kids were definitely MIA.

  He went to Jeff's door and knocked, not waiting for an answer before opening the door, his heart going about five thousand beats a minute.

  The kids were in their daddy's arms, Robin sprawled out on one side, Kimberley cradled on the broad chest, one hand on her diapered butt.

  Oh, damn. The cuteness. He wished he had a camera because he'd bet Jeff would love to have a shot of this. He watched for a moment longer, enjoying the cute and the handsome and then backed slowly out.

  He could make some bacon and some coffee and watch bad Sunday morning TV.

  He'd just about finished with the coffee when he heard squealing coming from the upstairs, then a low roar and Kimberley laughing. Now those were good noises. Jeff might be struggling a little, but he had good instincts, father instincts. Those kids were going to be okay because their father loved them and wanted to do the right thing.

  "Daddy Jeff!" Robin's voice rang out. "Daddy!"

  "Going to get you, Robbie! Gonna nibble your toes!"

  Robin's happy scream rang out.

  "Come on, Kimmie! Let's get your brother!"

  Donny laughed and got the bacon going, putting on enough for Jeff and Robin to have some, too, seeing as they were all up now.

  The three of them came tumbling in, Jeff's arms full on the way down the stairs. "Good morning!"

  He chuckled, nodded. "Yeah, it is."

  "I'll cook breakfast, if you want. I have a request for icky drippy eggs!"

  "Daddy Jeff! NO!"

  Jeff's eyes were twinkling. It was amazing what a few nights of sleep could do for a man.

  Donny bit his lips to keep from laughing. "Icky drippy eggs, eh?" He was actually looking forward to getting food cooked by a real chef.